Feel Like

I feel
Yeah
I'm a hold it down, back on the mic done playing around
The pressure is heavy so with a tight grip, won't let it slip
This is it, I swear I'm controlling it now
What gets me now, I've seen it all
Came up short in the end stand tall
Seen my rise, laughed at my falls
But I bet y'all see me fulfill my call
I'm a leave you in awe
Can no longer stress it or shake it
But if you think I'm a lend my light when you left me in the dark
You in for a rude awakening
When your heart is breaking
You'll learn who's true to the end
You'll learn who's there to pretend
You'll burn those bridges with them
I'm uncomfortable with the word friend
Never again will I use the word loosely
When I let y'all in y'all abused me
Took my kindness for blindness and used me
So around new people I'm bougie
My persona change around goofies
Feels like my whole life could be a movie
I'm just trying to find the things that suites me, that soothes me
So I feel like (I feel like)
My life is a burden
And my picture frame is shaking and my view isn't perfect
Now I feel like (I feel like)
My timing is now
So God please don't let me drown
I know I won't let you down
So I feel like (I feel like)
My life is a burden
And my picture frame is shaking and my view isn't perfect
Now I feel like (I feel like)
My timing is now
So God please don't let me drown
I know I won't let you down
Past few years man been crazy
Feels like I'm the enemy's target
I'm trying to keep my battles private
But my victories everyone's applauding
They see Jay.Smith as a warrior
They see Jay.Smith as a survivor
Do they know Jay.Smith is struggling? Struggling to be a provider
Surgery kinda left my thoughts darker
Things changed when your body's alter
Hip pain has left my mind falter
Yo I'm breaking down bad like Walter
Feels like I need to lay on the altar
Cry out to my God for forgiveness
They say that pain's not forever
Feels like my pain's NeverEnding
Need to be a better father, be a better husband
Need to be better with protection and trust and
Need to snap out of it, stop laying in disgust and
And get up and make it happen, end of discussion
Get up and get it cracking, no hesitation
Get up and stop lacking, you know they waiting
So get up, and make the crowd get up
And don't you dare let up, cause you are close to the breaking
So I feel like (I feel like)
My life is a burden
And my picture frame is shaking and my view isn't perfect
Now I feel like (I feel like)
My timing is now
So God please don't let me drown
I know I won't let you down
So I feel like (I feel like)
My life is a burden
And my picture frame is shaking and my view isn't perfect
Now I feel like (I feel like)
My timing is now
So God please don't let me drown
I know I won't let you down