Addict

No one pictured this past year
To bring out the world that you once feared
No everyone knew it bad
Not much to lose but your soul was mad

And if i asked you why it was
You wont raise your fist to a sky above
No everything is meant to be
Your actions chose your destiny

Take it all in
The past with the sins
It wont change a thing
No matter what you see
Don't hold your breath
You know the rest
The pills don't clap
For your bravery

Somethings never go as far
If your minds made up you can shut the door
You've heard it all so softly now
When your one year clean you can take a bow

But you still sit down in your favorite chair
With your eyelids closed and your long black hair
Smoke comes out your desperate heart
The wings you had are torn apart

Take it all in
The past with the sins
It wont change a thing
No matter what you see
Don't hold your breath
You know the rest
The pills don't clap
For your bravery

And you keep tryin
And you keep tryin

And you keep tryin