the dust on my should

I know the dirt run off my shoulders we got find a way
Feel like they crooked in the tense but tilted we the same
Brush off the soil that was left upon my knees when praying
Ain't been myself yeah as of late- not for a couple days
It's like I'm physical here but mentally I'm away
Left in a rush ain't pack my bags but at a super eight
Even the motel gon tell me Ima overstay
Contemplating everything I'm sweating every move I make
A bad day is when I write raps and I can't one take
We was in the yard playin ball call me shake and bake
There's this mental wall that stands tall and looks me in the face
Everyday I wake in the morning even when I try to sleep
For a while I was trying now I ditched the Visine
Eyes so low it's always better on reprise
Mission no go go tell your men that they ain't gonna eat
If you hungry there a spaces show three blocks right down street
Take your shoes off before you come in and take a seat
You can find love I know it's buried somewhere low beneath
Feelings don't rust but fall into the cracks and down the sink
Ima give my man my jacket not the tricks up my sleeve
All of this it came from practice on my journey to peace
Who are you afraid of
Who do you wanna be
I grew up on lil Wayne born in two thousand and three
Doing tricks on razor scooters til they hit one our feet
Then dare the stupid one to climb up the tree and use his wings