random wednesday afternoon

In my eyes it go either way you know the notion
Just another day of chilling smoking on the potent
Always looking at the ground I don't know where I'm going
Know where I reside these thoughts my insecurities spoken
I know the good that's followed by the bad the ugly frozen
There's a space that I been seeing one that lies of motion
Something in between the shattered glass and shards that's broken
Feel like we scared of sharks but really three feet in the ocean
The temptation that my conscience has is overloaded
In the right crowd I find myself still by my lonesome

That inner smile I still hold at least I think it's wholesome
You can look me in my eyes I'm running up the totem
I got people tryna pay me for a verse to wrote them
I mean write it in they faces cuz they trash we fold them
Let them dry out on the porch and leave em for the roaches
Where I stand and where I want to be is steady focus
It gets harder by the day you know we getting older