eye 2 eye

I ask myself
If this even matters
If I climb up an invisible ladder
Seems like things they used to be better
Tried my best but buckled under the pressure

Can you answer the question
I left my phone inside the house
Do you think they would notice
If I completely remade myself

I really thought they would like it
I realize that we don't see eye to eye Oh well but at least that I tried to
look inside I thought I'd remind you

I should probably admit it
If it weren't for the moment I think I would've quit it It's nice to be noticed
But sooner or later I just know they'll forget it Really thought I could take it
Little did they all know I was just a good faker
And nothing has changed yet
I'm digging a hole and it's just for the sake of it