Manic Depressive

[Verse - Violent J]
In my mind's eye
You throw wickedness at me
I'm just a toy to you
I bring no real joy to you
The way I see it
You don't want me here no more
You want a hole in my forehead
And blood pourin' on the floor
Cause I'm so dirty
Fuckin' dirty and shoddy
I want up out of this body
That's hated by everybody
Sometimes I don't know why
I continue to try
It's so much easier to die
Than to get by
And to get by
And to get by..

[Verse - Violent J]
If I'm gonna die
I'm taking you with me
Get you and get me
We can be bloody
If I'm gonna fly
I'm gonna succeed
Take you and get me
We can be bloody
Sometimes I don't know why
I continue to try
It's so much easier to die
Than to get by
And to get by
And to get by..

[Verse - Shaggy 2 Dope]
I don't want to leave my house
Don't want to open my mouth
Don't want to read my mail
Don't want to meet with pals
I don't want to fuck shit up
Don't want to fuckin' get up
Don't want to take up space
Don't want your time to waste
I don't want to fight this back
Just want to fade to black
Don't want to turn to faith
Or want to burn at stakes
I don't want to build my life
I want to bloody my knife
Don't want to grab the phone
Don't want to leave this room
I don't want to talk with you
I'm fuckin' stalkin' you
Don't want to fix myself
I want to nix myself
I don't want to try to change
Just want to fry my brains
Don't want to slow shit down
I want to throw shit around
I don't want to run nowhere
Don't want no one to care
Don't want another crack at it
I'd rather be a crack addict
I don't want to look for help
Don't want to help myself
I don't want to even try
To get by
To get by..