The One in Me

learned to the silence i was given
ans made peace with the ghost in my mind
we talked for hours and now i think we’re even
i asked her to teach me to hide

so i empty my thoughts
and put down my cross
it’s time to look her in the eye
she showed me her true self
and split me in her half
and i felt and urge to fly

there she is my soul is gone
that makes me feel like i’m the one
that messes up and leaves me behind
makes me feel like chemicals
the sweetest poison ever was
but there’s calm in the storm i can find

learned to use my words, felt power
she taught me lying from your bed
feel like i can touch her when i’m not sober
when i’m high she echoes in my head
she sings about these nameless angel choirs
and lifts me up and shows me open doors
and when i’m down she holds me close
cause she’s the only one who knows

there’s a ghost in all of us
that makes us feel like we’re the ones
that mess up and leave us behind
(is there a way out?)
makes us feel like chemicals
the sweetest poison ever was
but there’s calm in the storm we can find

so i empty my thoughts
and put down my cross
it’s time to look her in the eye
she showed me her true self
and split me in her half
and i felt and urge to fly

so i empty my thoughts
and put down my cross
im not afraid to look her in the eye
she showed me her true self
and split me in her half
and finally i could fly

so i empty my thoughts
and put down my cross
it’s time to look her in the eye
she showed me her true self
and split me in her half
and she gave me wings to fly