Mind Games

[Intro:Rukhsana Merrise]

Left all alone with just my fear
The fire of my thoughts are clear
Sitting in darkness you sound so sincere
Telling me
Ive wasted all these years...

[Verse 1:Incisive]
I Can't wait with my thumb out
Life might pass me by
I'd rather run out
Middle of the road
And try My hardest
God gave me one shot
Take my shot Just above the target
Call me an artist...
Get your drum out
Take away the snare - Work that sum out
Take away the gas and the air Ur just flat out - tired
Work that out and ur hired! Great!
Juxtapose pianos,808's
Yea its "One of those" Mate
One of those nights
When u detox
No bottles to pop
The flashing lights don't flash….And the Beats stops
Just Long enough to realise
What we got
And what we haven't got yet
Lights go out then everything is shown up
Years moving by - still not yet ready
To be grown up
Dont stop dont stop
'Cause when the beat stops and the musics all gone and the lights go out
Then my thoughts start to talk to me
What we ought to have done and where we ought to be
And when reality hits. I mean really hits its like one card - something that we can't deal with
See living with the truth never worked out had to move out quick
Find someone I could deal with
Thats until it
Stops

[Chorus:Rukhsana Merrise]

If I lose my mind
Maybe I will find you
We'll be flying high
Places you can't climb too
When I lose my mind
Maybe I will find you
We'll be flying high
Places they can't climb to
Talking...

[Verse two:Incisive]

Until they all fade away
Either that or these thoughts will win
Need to rap but the job don't pay
Feelin trapped wanna be like ali cannot box me in
And im...Wondering if rapping don't happen then
Something will lack in dragon and
If I can't breath fire don't need george to come and slay me
Lay me back in them
Dungeons
Caught up my in my own fears
Some things I don't want brought up
Now they right here
Scratchin on the surface
Getting worse its
Me building myself - ikea
Got No idea why I'm right here
Only fools toss fuels on they fear
But
What if and how long?
I couldn't sleep living in a nightmare
Dont stop dont stop
Cause when the beat stops and the musics all gone and the lights go out
Then my thoughts start to talk to me
What we ought to have done and where we ought to be
And when reality hits. I mean really hits its like one card - something that we can't deal with
See living with the truth never worked out had to move out quick
Find someone I could deal with
Thats until it
Stops

[Chorus:Rukhsana Merrise]
If I lose my mind
Maybe I will find you
We'll be flying high
Places you can't climb too
When I lose my mind
Maybe I will find you
We'll be flying high
Places they can't climb to
Talking...

[Outro:Rukhsana Merrise]
Left all alone with just my fear
The fire of my thoughts are clear
Sitting in darkness you sound so sincere
Telling me
Ive wasted all these years
Talking to myself again
Tryna fight these demons inside
Had to much time
To play with my mind