I Mean It
Recently been feelin' in it
I’m in it just give me a minute
I feel like losing but I'm always winnin'
I mean it
When I wake up I be in my feelings
But nobody believe it
The anxiety is present
Fuck Christmas and fuck a present but I'm livin' in the present
Found a girl I find her pleasant
Feelin' sick all the time
Of everything at all times
Fuck these times
Can't even leave the house
But I'm always dreamin' on leavin' and makin' a livin'
I don't know what to do
Death seems the only response ever
I have a reason this depression got me down when I’m in yachts
Trynna figure out a way to live my life but I'm lost
I mean it
Shout out to my brothers without them id not be breathin'
I would be locked up inna' death bed in heaven drinking seven and seven
Wondering about my depression and the states I was living and having
I'm hoping this won’t last long
Cause like this ima be hit bongs
I'm hoping this won’t come out as too sad of a song
I'm only telling a story about my life
And how everything seems wrong
Recently been feelin' in it
I’m in it just give me a minute
I feel like losing but I'm always winnin'
I mean it
When I wake up I be in my feelings
But nobody believe it
The anxiety is present
Fuck Christmas and fuck a present but I'm livin' in the present
Found a girl I find her pleasant
Having classes that I hate
A shitty teacher that is ass
Fuck that
I mean it
Sitting in school wondering about what I should do
Maybe just sorta' act cool and hope I don’t lose my cool
All this anger inside can’t get it out gotta' hide
Maybe get a car and let the ride
Sitting in classes no reading glasses
Only worry bout' the money
Shitty jokes she thinks she’s funny
Cat ears on she be a bunny
Now going back to that girl just be my honey
I need something to keep me company
I'm only trynna' grow a company
Recently been feelin' in it
I’m in it just give me a minute
I feel like losing but I'm always winnin'
I mean it
When I wake up I be in my feelings
But nobody believe it
The anxiety is present
Fuck Christmas and fuck a present but I'm livin' in the present
Found a girl I find her pleasant