ABRA CADABRA

Tryna' find the paint brush
That'll paint my own destiny
Spending time with you is how
I feel like I'm the best of me
No matter how hard I try
I'm stuck pits of jealousy
They bested me
Ended me
Like some old school villainy

I wish I had an explanation
I just keep raisin my expectations
At home my eyes' precipitation
Makes me want reciprocation
What if i was a little kid
Playing on my DS
And this was all a dream
Made up in my head

But nah that's not new
You're too good to be true
Peter piper never picked
A pepper as good as you
If a genie came to me
And gave me three wishes
2 would be for my heart
To keep whatever this is

The third for you
Of course a bouquet
Now I hope it's okay
I hope your feelings don't sway
Every night I go home
Dreaming you would say yes
Now I know it'll never happen
But if it did I would rest

I I wanna sleep again
I wish my mind, could feel again
But through all of this insomnia
Your spell I've put under
Through the abracadabra
This magic show, this blunder

I don't wanna be specific
About my special interests
But know that you fit all of them
Call that blissful ignorance
If we were in a play
Maybe Romeo and Juliet
I'd be cast as a tree
Watching you from the edge
Every chance I get to be with you
I hold in my heart
If it's one word
Or two words
Who cares, I've done my part
I wish that were closer
Back then I at least approached her
And gave her full disclosure
Look were that got me, nowhere

I I wanna sleep again
I wish that I, could reel it in
But through all of these regrets and faults
I love you like the thunder
Through the abracadabra
This magic show, this blunder

Maybe I got lost
Maybe I am wrong
Maybe I found hope
That was false all along
Maybe I'll be found
Maybe I'll be right
Maybe I'll find hope
That will shine in the light

I I wanna sleep again
I wish my mind, could feel again
But through all of this insomnia
Your spell I've put under
Through the abracadabra
This magic show, this blunder