cant complain

I can't complain, can't complain about this bullshit
But you're on my mind, so I can't stop living so clueless
I'm lurking deep inside, just tryna better out my motives
This bullshit getting harder, fuck me up, I can't control it

And I ain't need you around here, cause I don't lie
You laying on my mood, when I'm with you I feel so high
I've been having conversations with my demons about my time
If I lay low, maybe I can handle it with time

Thinking if you stay with me, would I be fucked up in my mind
I've been down for a little minute, tryna figure out what's mine
So insecure to beat the fact that you've been lying this whole time
And the fact that I ain't see it, swear to god I was so blind

Come on, yeah, I swear to god I was so blind
Lord forgive me for my sins, I'm trying hard to make it out
I've been trying hard to make it out, I've been going through hell and pain
So it's my time that I'm here now, yeah, it's my time that I'm here now

Got this weight over my shoulder, it's been hard to make my own proud
Oh, oh, oh
Yeah, I can't complain, can't complain about this bullshit
I shut you out of my mind so I can stop living so clueless

I'm hurting deep inside, just tryna better out my motive
Just let you get out of my head, fuck me up, I can't control it
I ain't need you around here, cause I don't lie
Even though you know my mood, when I'm with you, I feel so high

I've been having conversations with my demons bout my time
If I lay low, maybe I can handle it with time
Thinking if you stay with me, would I be fucked up in my mind
I've been down for a little minute tryna figure out what's mine

Too insecure to beat the fact that you've been lying this whole time
And the fact that I ain't serious, swear to god I was so blind
Oh, oh, yeah, I swear to god I was so blind
Cause I've been trying hard to make it out, yeah

Been trying hard to make it out, I've been going through hell and pain
So it's my time that I have now, oh my, yeah