I Swear

[Pre-Chorus]
I swear I've been runnin' from the grave
Try to take away the pain but it never goes away
I swear I've been down from the minute shit changed
Had to cut 'em all off, now I never feel the same

[Chorus]
I've been wasting my breath; I've been holding my head
I came back a couple times, but I still feel dead
I feel better in the dark, don't got time for any friends
Now I do this shit alone, it's only fillin' me with dread, I had to make it

Now I dropped this from the bottom of the grave shit
Talkin' like you know me, bet I'll put you in the pavement
Wait for me to drop, I know I got 'em all anxious
Runnin' from my demons, now it's time for me to face it

[Verse]
Acting like you know me but you don't
Came a long way from the bottom, used to treat me as a joke
Now they lookin' up to me, I swear it's funny how it goes
I put that bullshit to the side and now I'm coming for their throats, I had to get it

Even if it hurts, I used to dread it
I don't think I'm ever fine; you're not knowing where my head is
Had to push 'em to the side, acting fake, I don't regret it
They too focused on my life, I never changed, it's only me

To the grave, rather do this shit alone
I put the beat to the pain, only way I know to go
Put my demons in the songs, too much dark inside my head
I'm writing every single wrong until I finally end up dead

[Pre-Chorus]
I swear I've been runnin' from the grave
Try to take away the pain but it never goes away
I swear I've been down from the minute shit changed
Had to cut 'em all off, now I never feel the same

[Chorus]
I've been wasting my breath; I've been holding my head
I came back a couple times, but I still feel dead
I feel better in the dark, don't got time for any friends
Now I do this shit alone, it's only fillin' me with dread, I had to make it

Now I dropped this from the bottom of the grave shit
Talkin' like you know me, bet I'll put you in the pavement
Wait for me to drop, I know I got 'em all anxious
Runnin' from my demons, now it's time for me to face it