Cycles

Swear I'm always going through these cycles
Been so fucked up in my head
I can just end it all tomorrow
I keep goin' on instead
With my past and all my problems
I'm weighed down by my regrets
I can just end it all tomorrow
I keep going on instead

Another day of the week that
I don't get any sleep
I'm sick of grinding my teeth
And I've been feeling so weak
Think I'm down for the count
Feel like I'm running on empty
Yeah, I'm going down
But I won't let it kill me
So I'll hang on until I die
I'm wide awake, I won't find peace tonight
So you can watch me drown, I'll be just fine
I've got a lot of fight left in me this time

You can't use me up no more
You can't use me up no more
You can't use me up no more
You can't use me up

Swear I'm always going through these cycles
Been so fucked up in my head
I can just end it all tomorrow
I keep going on instead
With my past and all my problems
I'm weighed down by my regrets
I can just end it all tomorrow
I keep goin' on instead

Goin' through cycles
It's a downward spiral
One day I'll be fine and
The next I go psycho
You're better off without me so I'm leaving
Maybe I'll be better by the weekend
So you can call me when I'm dead
All the voices in my head
Never calmed me down never calmed me down
Sick of living with this dread
And I'm sorry I upset you
I'm sorry now, yeah i'm sorry now, yeah

You can't use me up no more
You can't use me up no more
You can't use me up no more
You can't use me up

Swear I'm always going through these cycles
Been so fucked up in my head
I can just end it all tomorrow
I keep going on instead
With my past and all my problems
I'm weighed down by my regrets
I can just end it all tomorrow
I keep goin' on instead