Mania
[Verse One]
Think of what you say
What you really mean
Before you continue this trend
Everybody jokes now
And, sure, it can be funny
But do you know what it is?
You are running around
Acting eccentric now
Claiming to have mania
Kleptomania
Megalomania
What else do you want to hear?
[Chorus]
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
I don't think that you do
[Verse Two]
Do I know what it feels like?
I want to say I do
But I'm not sure myself
Have I been misdiagnosed?
Am I really ADHD
Or do I have them both?
Maybe one day I'll learn
But I am not one to yearn
To find out the answer
But I have these episodes
Of outburst of energy
And ADHD and Bipolar are confused with
I may sit in this room
All content and working
Then I'll jolt out of bed
I try to control myself
And it sometimes to no avail
So I can't stop myself
But that sounds like ADHD
Then what about the breakdowns?
Is that like bipolar?
What about the anger;
The sensory overload?
Then what of the anxiety?
[Chorus]
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
I don't think that you do
[Post-Chorus]
But there are people that do know
But there are people that do know
And I know people that do know
And I know people that do know
And I thought I knew what I had
But that answer is blurring now
[Verse Three]
I'm not having a psychotic breakdown
I'm just in deep thought
And right now I'm sick
But besides that
I just want to know
What is really wrong with me
Everyone has anxiety
But it's gotten worse for me
It's like I'm worried over everything
I've needed a therapist
Someone call up Pine Rest
Someone find out what's wrong with me
I'm not suicidal
I'm not depressed
But hell, am I filled with anxiety
And I'll jump around from task to task
Try to do them all at once
I swear, I'll work myself to death
And I can't explain why this happens
Dream, you lunar, do you understand?
Your plans will never stay the same
You confine yourself to a routine
But it will always be broken
You can never stay on task
Worry about the worst things
Idiot; you will listen to me
Things will always go wrong
Shut out the voices
They don't control me
They only come out during anxiety
And I love to see me (.sic) happy
I want to help out others
And I'm said to have a kind heart
But right now it feels heavy
If you try to help everyone
You will only sink yourself
[Chorus]
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
Do you even know what Mania feels like?
I don't think that you do
I don't think that you do
[Post-Chorus]
But there are people that do know
But there are people that do know
And I know people that do know
And I know people that do know
And I thought I knew what I had
But that answer is blurring now