Hopeless

These years
Almost 10 fucking years
I’ve given my all, everything I have inside me
Blood, sweat and tears. A lifetime of mental scrutiny
Exiled by my friends forgotten by my family
No hope, blood sweat and tears, leave us behind
Condemned to a world of solitude. Every road turned down finds a dead end. Single serving friends, knowing they will be gone before you know it
I can’t expect to find love from anyone. Nothing is harder than letting someone down
I have found there is no winning
Bury my face in my hands
I’m tired of these stupid games. I’m not totally innocent
I’m tired of these stupid games, leave us behind
Faceless figure always scrutinizing
Nothing will ever be good enough for you
I didn’t ask to be abandoned, I will be damned if i fucking quit
I’m tired of this stupid game
If you aren’t on board jump the fuck off
Leave us behind we will keep moving with or without you
I’m not totally innocent
I know I’ve fucked up
I stuck it out though I didn’t leave and just give up
No hope. blood sweat and tears. Hope left Years ago
No hope
No hope, hope left years ago no hope