THE R
Welcome to the R, welcome to the R
Tell them how you are, tell them where you are
Said you wouldn't make it far
Yeah, on the drugs is how I relax, yeah
I said I wouldn't go back, yeah
Another Xanny relapse, yeah
Fire in my lungs, no cap, yeah
I dream of playin' in the meadows
Instead I grew up in a ghetto
And I put that pedal to the medal
And I'm just tryna get the gold medals
Like I'm playin' for the world club
But I'm not kickin' no soccer
And I'm gettin' to my money like, yeah
I'm gettin' all my Benjis up, yeah
I was up late night workin' on this song
I was up late night trappin' all night long
I was up late nights tryna find my wrongs
And make em' right, make em' right
I'm up late nights so maybe I'm out cold
Sometimes the weather inside my heart turn north pole
Doesn't mean that my love is runnin' cold
I'd rather put your hand in mine
Cause reality's is hard to hold
Yeah, and I'm stuck in a dream where I get no sleep, yeah
And all I want, yeah, is all I need, yeah
I will not beg, no, yeah, I will not plead, yeah
I'm poppin' these pills, yeah, until my nose bleeds
And death is who I am, and hell is where we are
And I done been through it and I've made it really far
And trauma keeps us torn up inside and apart
I've never been an actor, but I always play my part
And TBH, yeah, my phone stays on DND, yeah
Don't play with me, blowin' up like TNT
They wanna see me on TV in 4K and not HD
And they wanna get these racks that I'm gettin' for free
As if they work as hard as me
As if they was the ones slidin and skiing on these beats
And I'm goin' for the win, yeah, I always goes in
And yo' life I will end, if you're playin' with my money
Cause that's not funny, no, I need my racks, I need my racks
I need the benjis, oh, I need to get it right now
I don't got no time to wait, uh, I don't got time to wait, uh
My family's relyin' on me to put food on they plate, uh
Don't play in my face, welcome to the R
Hell is what we love, hell is where we are
Tearin' us apart, the drugs tear out our heartstrings
Yeah, welcome to the R, welcome to the R