My Love

I done made it from the bottom of the Mariana Trench
I was broke, ballin', dreamin' of hoopin' just from the bench
I had demons all around me, yeah, such an evil stench
And my childhood was robbed from me on Christmas by the Grinch

And I made a million dollars in my dream, yes for real
Time to make it up and make it real, I just made her scream
Then she wanted to take my pills, lines they get in between
And I don't even know how to feel, I think I'm a fiend

And I'm sittin' with my baby, havin' conversation on the bed
And she askin' me, why you tweakin'
What's up in your head? Why you do the things you do
And I had to think, then I looked at her, and I gave her the answer

I fill the void with these opioids The demons from Satan search and destroy
He's got an army, I tell him to deploy Ain't nothin' good here anymore
I feel alone, but I feel alive Addiction is takin' pills even though I'll
die I'm signing off, retiring from life

I guess I'll see you on the other side
Do you wanna ride? Are you ready to ride? Ride with me
Do you wanna die? Look me in my eyes, cry with me
You know I pop outside, out, what with my Simi

And how many opps do I have? Baby, I got many
I was so damn broke, baby, back then didn't have a penny
And I got some hoes, so many hoes, yeah, I got plenty
But you're the main one, the only one that I love

You're the one I need with me, yeah, when I'm on my drugs
And you look me in my eyes, yeah, and you tell a lie, yeah
And it hurt my heart, uh, I just feel alright, though
I got all my drugs, though, I'm still on my side, woah

Stay inside, don't look outside the window
I fill the void with these opioids The demons from Satan search and destroy
He's got an army, I tell him to deploy Ain't nothin' good here anymore
I feel alone, but I feel alive Addiction is takin' pills, even though I'll die

I'm signing off, retiring from life I guess I'll see you on the other side