Letting Go

I hope you don't have me out here looking dumb
I won't hold it down forever
Please don't make me choose between you and my peace
So tell me how's it feel
You broke me when I tried to keep it real
I know you won't own up you say it's jokes
Don't lose yourself in love

Don't have me think that you are gonna change
pour me a drink so i don't feel this pain
Can't you see?
Loving you is like ecstasy
Your love is poison can't you see
Your love is poison can't you see

I never wished pain on you
I just wanted to be your girl
I'd give you my world
If love is a dream
I don't wanna wake up without you
Cuz then id be alone here
Maybe i don't wanna go there

So tell me how's it feel
You broke me when i kept it real
I know you won't own up you say it's jokes
You say it's jokes, you say it's jokes but when did i agree to play this game
I'm sick and tired
Of feeling like im nothing
Can you start feeling something
Or do i have to
Show you how to feel
Will you keep it real like i did
Like I did