Until Now

I never opened my eyes 'til now
I never really realised 'til now
That there was ever any question in how
[?] now

I never held my head 'til now
I'd never even seen my bed 'til now
Of all the raking in the dark
It was just a little spark
'Til now

You've got some kind of sweetness
Tied up in the string I've been tugging on
But I'm pulling now

I never honoured my past 'til now
I never even tried to run fast 'til now
There's been no comfort in the sound
'Til now

You've been looking through the window 'til now
You've been waiting for that window to come down
But it's not like that
No, it'll never be like that
I know

And you pack some kind of sweetness
Tied up in the string I've been tugging on
But I'm pulling now
I said I'm pulling now

And you've got some kind of sweetness
Tied up in the string I've been tugging on
But I'm pulling now