All of My Life
(Chorus)
All of my life I've been living a lie,
act like I'm happy but wanted to die,
sickened by thoughts of my family crying ,
never reach out so they'll prolly be fine.
(Verse)
Learning my tears are on short supply
Ask me to live when I wanted to die
wanted to give up continue to try
never realized relive the real lies
told by my friends told in disguise
told isolation will come and due time
signal the end of my will to survive
followed by sadness reducing the drive
repeated the lessons repeated the signs
repeated the lie that everything's fine
everything crashed at the drop of a dime
tables can turn how fragile the mind
how fragile is time converted to rhyme
breaking me down in the peak of my prime
told in the form of removing your spine
crushing of bones when I'm on my grind
out of my element out of my mind
kill for the hell of it kill to survive
killing myself for the chance to be fine
sick of the living they're killing the vibe
what do you prescribe to rid me of strife
stuck on this trip been one hell of a ride
everyone lied so everyone dies
tears of an angel with devilish eyes
cross me again and we're seeing who cries
ridding the world of the ones I despise
bringing the painful tormented demise
burning the bridges and cutting the ties
cut off the wings of the ones who defy
question my rise we're seeing who dies
we're seeing who dies
been spreading the plague for all of my life
(Chorus)
All of my life I've been living a lie,
act like I'm happy but wanted to die,
sickened by thoughts of my family crying ,
never reach out so they'll prolly be fine.