nosebleed

Well you could drown in someone else's body
Or you could drink my blood like wine And get drunk on me
Well I polished every brain cell until my mind ache
I know that cigarettes and coffee only made my breath stink
White noise fever dreaming in all the white rooms
They're all staring at me but I can't break through
The window watches my every move

Hold me under frozen water
So I can see through but I can't break through
You know that blackened lungs and my knuckles so white
I'll fight for my life just to keep you in mine
Oh won't you keep me in mind

And I detox just to retox every time
I counted blessings and my mistakes in the same line
Pretty young faces well you're not so convincing
And everyone's too sense might make me appealing

I stumble down the stairwell And I'm not feeling so well
Cause I offset the side effects with Percocet from your cabinet
And I know that you're who you don't want me to be And I know

That I still detox just to retox every time
I counted blessings and my mistakes in the same line
Pretty young faces well you're not so convincing
And everyone's too sense might make me appealing