WHY WOULD THAT HURT

i guess it's not right but in a way i think
that for some reason i wish you hurt a bit
but you don't cause i'm not the kind
who leaves marks in girls hearts
and make them cry at night
and hold their teddy bears tight
the one they kept in a box
in case the people they love
would go away like 10.000 miles
and drive around with another girl in a shotgun
and listen to the tape you made
they wouldn't even care and put the radio instead
and sing along to alanis morissette
and why would that hurt if you never loved me?
why would that hurt if you never loved me?
why would that hurt if you never loved me?
why would thas hurt if you never loved me like you said you did?
and could there be a proof that it was for real
at least you could give me a tear
and it wouldn't be so hard for you
cause you can cry
about the money you should've got
and the friends we should've called
and the door that's not closed and lets the wind in
and makes you grab my only jacket
and burn a hole in it with a cigarette
and i wish i could smoke a million of them
and not eat for a week to make the people around me worry
and call you and tell you that i'm not doing fine
but why would that hurt if you never loved me?
why would that hurt if you never loved me?
why would that hurt if you never loved me?
why would that hurt if you never loved me like you said you did?