Awakening

I ain’t ever changed
I just fake smiled
I can’t even lie to myself had the best time
Get us where we’re bound to be baby let’s try
I’m starving
I been steady cooking bangers still they can’t see, treat that 7 or that henny like my bestie, help me cope with the small talk, Im healthy
Im dying
I can’t seem to find a reason to stay nor to go away
I perceive the smell of treason but still I wanna play
I don’t want a new plan, new cards, Yeah the dealer will deliver
I don’t want a new painkiller
I want to feel it wide awake