Messing With My Head

[Verse 1: Hendersin]
No one says once you get to the top
Your biggest fear is when you gonna drop
Blew up last year, "All I Got"
I really thought it was never gon' stop
Yes, I did everything I can
Last year made 'bout a hundred grand
Yeah, I guess that was part of the plan
Yeah, I guess that was part of the plan
But I'm so damn scared that I'm just gonna lose it
And I'll forget how to make this music
And my good faith in my good place
All these motherfuckin' labels gonna misuse it
Man that's true shit
Think 'bout what I had and what I have
Even when my day is going good I think it's gonna go bad
I've...

[Bridge: Phoebe Ryan & Hendersin]
I've made mistakes (made mistakes)
Been dishonest (been dishonest)
Self-estranged (self-estranged)
Did what I wanted (did what I wanted, nigga)
Was a fake (was a fake)
I slept just the same
I'm not a saint (no)
I'm not a saint

[Chorus: Phoebe Ryan]
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
'Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
'Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead

[Verse 2: Hendersin]
They recognize me in the street, street
Say I'm spittin' that heat, heat
Fuck how it seems, I ain't tryna be mean
I mean I'm tryna be discreet, 'screet
Yes it is an honor, man, yeah girl, I am flattered
But sometimes I wanna go back when my music didn't matter
I've been shattered, I've been broken
And I started, thought I was joking
Now it's crazy, you so lazy
They still paid me, I've got the game open
Let it soak in
All good things must come to an end
So I'm worried 'bout this money that I spend
Because I've...

[Bridge: Phoebe Ryan & Hendersin]
I've made mistakes (made mistakes)
Been dishonest (been dishonest)
Self-estranged (self-estranged)
Did what I wanted (did what I wanted, nigga)
Was a fake (was a fake)
I slept just the same
I'm not a saint (no)
I'm not a saint

[Chorus: Phoebe Ryan]
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
'Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
'Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead

[Verse 3: Abstract]
(What up Henny? It's been a while, my brother!)
When they smoke (smoke), they sit back and relax
When I smoke (smoke), I get anxiety attacks
I told this girl my life's been crazy, she must not know how it's been
Must've thought I meant it negatively, that ain't what it is
I could stunt about who I know (know)
And how far my records go (go)
How I'm gettin' lined up for shows
Rather hear about you and the heart you warm
But when you get high, you enjoy the view
When I'm high, see what I could fall too
'Cause in this game, you're on one day
You're out the next if you ain't at your best, that's real

[Bridge: Phoebe Ryan & Hendersin]
I've made mistakes (made mistakes)
Been dishonest (been dishonest)
Self-estranged (self-estranged)
Did what I wanted (did what I wanted, nigga)
Was a fake (was a fake)
I slept just the same
I'm not a saint (no)
I'm not a saint

[Chorus: Phoebe Ryan]
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
'Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
'Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead