Explain Myself

Bit of an impulse; the starting of a trend
And everything was fading as this all came to an end
Where was the spotlight to counter my defence?
But all their minds were made up; there's no preacher for penance
Coz I'd like to explain myself again
Where was the timing?
And it couldn't come much worse
We were all here wondering when our cars would be our hearse
And see me exit in the grandeur that I dream
I'd probably be so humbled with a modest legacy
Coz I'd like to explain myself again
Coz harsh words they leave marks like red wine stains on white T-shirts
It's hard to wash them out, especially when they hurt
And I never meant to cause harm or give you no offence
Coz after all these words inside my head made sense
I'd like to explain myself after the words come out of my mouth
I'm constantly catching myself and others in a mirror that I can't depart
Coz I'd like to explain myself again