Inside Joke

Why don't you help me fill in the empty spaces 'cause hope is full of holes and you know we've got to replace this but I know you disguise your sadness and your surprise and a heart you've grown to despise we stare at each other with moon ears and glass eyes and nothing's said, or needed to be said because the sheets in the bed have been stained red and all these able bodied angels with these apples in their heads I don't know whether to fuck you or to gut you like a? this joke is getting kind of personal your laugh is like a scream that goes and goes and goes I'm less invincible than terminal your love is like a sore that grows and grows and grows was it her maiden voyage, was it her maiden name or was she made in a country that couldn't shoulder the loss? was it her maiden voyage, was it her maiden name or was she made in a country that couldn't shoulder the loss? this joke is getting kind of personal your laugh is like a scream that goes and goes and goes I'm less invincible than terminal your love is like a sore that grows and grows and grows this is a sign of my own design, my own demise and when I think this I think I shouldn't think this?.. and when I think this, I think I shouldn't think this I never miss, I'm crossing names off a list I'm feeling nothing, I see nothing to shout about you'll never know exactly what you can't live without?. and when I think this, I think I shouldn't think this I never miss, I'm crossing names off a list I'm feeling nothing, I see nothing to shout about you'll never know exactly what you can't live without? this joke is getting kind of personal your laugh is like a scream that goes and goes and goes I'm less invincible than terminal your love is like a sore that grows and grows and grows don't fucking touch me, don't even know I'm alive don't fucking touch me, don't even know I'm alive don't fucking touch me, don't even know I'm alive don't fucking touch me, don't even know I'm alive