LEARNING

You could say that I've just been learning
Won't even care if I don't make an earning
Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning
Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning
Flows so sick like a stomach churning
Going super crazy it might be concerning
Thought I was done but I'm just returning
Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning
Used to tell myself I wouldn't be anything
I felt like I was really bad at everything
But I told myself that I could be better
Smacked around ideas like I was just playing tether
Had a feeling like I had writers block forever
And then it all came back to me as if I had flipped a lever
That you just gotta follow all your ambitions
And I used that advice to make my life transitions
It's crazy how many people don't know how to do that
Now it seems like people only like to chit chat
All about shit nobody could care about
And I say that without a single doubt
And to anyone that thinks that my shit sucks
Just know I made it for myself you dumb fucks
I can't handle the people that be hating for no reason
Barely listen to what you make and act like it did treason
It sucks that everyone hates everybody like what's the meaning
Everyone just seems so god damn demeaning
Every time I listen to this I feel like I'm floating
Every time I listen to Banana Cat I'm snoring
Now I do this because my confidence is soaring
Have to just make more music that isn't boring
Isn't that just easy though?
I don't know
Gotta do it once more, like I'm putting on a show
You could say that I've just been learning
Won't even care if I don't make an earning
Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning
Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning
Flows so sick like a stomach churning
Going super crazy it might be concerning
Thought I was done but I'm just returning
Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning
You could say that I've just been learning
Won't even care if I don't make an earning
Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning
Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning
Flows so sick like a stomach churning
Going super crazy it might be concerning
Thought I was done but I'm just returning
Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning
Came back 'cause I got way more to say
I wish I could do this music shit everyday
I would but I just don't feel confident sometimes
And that's ok because we all go through tough times
But you just gotta prevail your way through it
If you don't then you will be scared that you just blew it
That's the main thing I ask myself, did I blew it?
I don't really know, I wish I just knew it
Did I really fuck this music shit up?
So confident I could do so good
Maybe I just wish that I really could
Just comparing yourself to other better artists
But your not even close to being like that artist
That's probably just me getting straight to myself
I really shouldn't put the music back on the shelf
Because all you need to do is just practice
Yea maybe my lyrics might sting like a cactus
But they will get much better later on
Got so much weight on my shoulders it weighs a ton
This song has just been a long piece of my advice
Even if it may be scary like it's lice
Do you wanna know how I figured this all out
It was all by just learning
Listen to this if you want to make an earning