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I've got my fun in my pocket
My week is set
Taught plastic bag did I place it
Right hip tap check
I just keep walking 'round my basement
To get out my head
Emergency walk just to place it
Smoke myself to bed
He says I'm on it
I said on what
He says I've got it
And I learn to trust
I passed out cold and my face hit
The feet I worship
I get up slow with patience
Repeat my first step
I follow ghosts to places
I quick forget
I'm fed to fast to place it
The face that I met
He says I paid it
I said payed what
He says just take it
Or I'll miss the bus
I see my son in the morning
The evening a little less
Never met him when he's 14 my
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Relative relative my kid that never made it
That complex narrative my bid he couldn't take it
Until I smoked myself out of hell I couldn't take it
Until I whacked my head could I tell that I was
just just just just waiting
He says I paid it
I said payed what
He says just take it
Or I'll miss the bus