Storm

The earth is howling these days
The wind is screaming at my face
That I barely got any dignity left, I

Sank so low that I damn near drowned
Surviving on the thought of loving someone, somehow
But love is a hell I cannot bear
So what am I to do here?

My bones rattle under my skin
They hate the home they live in
And I’m no posterchild for bravery
Due to the fear this city induced in me

But will I manage to find peace at last?
Drop me a light, let me forget my past

Love is a temptress, that’s for sure
But I won’t fall her flatter anymore
I will not fall not even once more

Maybe I needed a storm
To relent and to clear my fucking thoughts
Just hand me a bottle, if not more and
I am gone
I am gone
It took a hurricane
To know I won’t change

But will I have something if I refuse to love?
I have nothing if all I have is love