​grey skies

I don't know where I'm going
I feel lost and I feel stupid
I'm just wandering through life
No direction, I'm so clueless
I just wanna be like water
Be fluid with my problems
But I can't and I can't ever
Find a way to stop them
So, I wake up every morning with no purpose
I feel worthless going back to bed until the
Lights under the surface
Take a tab, I'm dreaming now
I'm flying through a galaxy
All I have are memories and
All the stars surroundin' me

I don't wanna feel this pain without you
I only feel okay when I'm around you
Grey skies, see 'em through my window
Your eyes, see 'em and I can't move
I don't wanna feel this pain without you
I only feel okay when I'm around you
Grey skies, see 'em through my window
Your eyes, see 'em and I can't move

I don't know where I'm at
Losing touch with what I make
I'm the God upon your ceiling and
The devil from your wake
Cycling between reality and
Living something fake
Please forgive me for what I have done
Or is it just too late?
Watch the moon rise quickly
The stars are crying "Help!"
Bleed me out under the sun and
Watch my demons start to yelp
Thought that I was making progress
And exiting my shell
But I'm stationary sitting in
This detrimental hell
I don't know why I'm lost
But I'm lookin' for a way
Mixing Hennessy with cyanide in
Search for brighter days oh my god
Just please don't talk to me
And let me rot away
Emptiness is what I'm feeling and
This feeling never fades
Waking up beside your body has
Never felt this great
No one cares unless you're dying
So I'll die another day
Writing poetry with purpose
I'm so sorry that I'm late
I've been fixing all my problems 'cause
My problems choose my fate
(yeah, my problems choose my fate, aye)