All I Ever Will Be

So take all that stress
Decompress it and hang it up right at the door
Feeling like this isn't fun anymore
Not that it ever was
But lately everyone's

Misunderstanding what's really import
Tantalizing sights and feelings ignored
Paths to get over it never explored

Overgrown nothingness
Stemmed from destruction
It's deeply embedded beneath all my subsidence

Goodness gracious
I'm so cold
My body's filled with brittle bones
They'll break and bend as I grow old

I hope your hand is mine to hold goodness gracious
I'm alone
Broken my sticks and thrown my stones
I'll go somewhere where no one knows me
I don't mind being this lonely

So maybe it's grim
But I'll spill on a whim about all that I think
My thoughts subside till I'm pushed to the brink
Miscalculated
So often equated

Tô shit so insane I think I need a shrink
Traumatized by flies that hatch in my head
Metamorphosis ensued till I'm dead

It's funny how they can grow
Little do they all know
Their home is rotting and damn near condemned

Dissociation
Deserting my patience
I don't think I'll wake up and realize
That feeling this vacant no communication
Is simply leaving me terrorized

I see all these faces
Inside of the places
That only exist when I close my eyes
So if this is a phase
That is bound to erase
Then I guess that I ought to just give it time

Goodness gracious
I'm so cold
My body's filled with brittle bones
They'll break and bend as I grow old
I hope your hand is mine to hold

Goodness gracious
I'm alone
Broken my sticks & thrown my stones
I'll go somewhere where no one knows me
I don't mind being this lonely

All I ever will be
Is someone that'll kill me
A parasitic head fuck
Monotonous and willing
All I ever wished for is sanity by twenty four
But I never got that
I never got that