My Disease

I understand your point of you, my friend
But don't wave your detoxed hand at me
We both have the same disease
You can't turn your back you see?
Only wanted to lay here for awhile
And just let this flower encompass me
To soothe what this aching soul remembers
Maybe try to understand something
It's not my fault things turn out this way
(It's my life) it's my disease
Just give me the time to restitch these seams
(It's not real) it's just a dream
Why must it be so hard to just be me?
(Just please try) to understand
I'll never walk away from my disease
I've never been good at hiding anything
Now I couldn't begin to think it all
These thoughts are blue
They're broken inside of you
It's so impossible to understand anything
Suddenly you enable me to be clean
How cryptically hypocritical you've become
How could you be so blind?
You're just one step away
From drowning in a spoon with me
It's not my fault things turn out this way
(It's my life) it's my disease
Just give me the time to restitch these seams
(It's not real) it's just a dream
Why must it be so hard to just be me?
(Just please try) to understand
I'll never walk away from my disease
One, two, three, go
I had to learn this lesson on my own
Don't point your finger at me
(Don't point your finger at me)
My God, what have I done to myself this time?
Don't point your finger at me
Somebody please wake me up
Please!
It's not my fault things turn out this way
(It's my life) it's our disease
Just give me the time to restitch these seams
(It's not real) it's just a dream
Why must it be so hard to just be me?
(Just please try) try hard to understand
I'll never walk away from my disease