a song for Arella

Tongue twisted with nothing to begin
Counting each star in the sky with u
I want those times again
I wear a veil of feelings
Everything in this present life doesn't need a meaning
One lesson learned
One more time bargained
Three rabbits ran across the yard
Three angels fell from the stars
Let the light bringer hail his reign

One lonely October morning
Gaining the strength to move forward with all this pain
Will the rest of me remain
When I leave this astral plane
The answer is null
But I'll know I've done my deed
In my own bliss
I'll be atop my steed

Frolic in the plains among the lilies
Sweet aroma, toxic path
Lead me to my doom
I'm so used to it
What I left behind here
I'll hold it
I felt cared for
I didn't do what I could for you
View into that bottomless void
It will stare right back at you
What else could I do for u
What makes u happy
What makes u feel special