homesick 4 u

All my mama ever taught me was addiction
And I think that's why I suck at commitment
I ain't shit, and I'm the first to admit it
I'll pop a xan and forget I ever did it
Thought that we was in love, guess he didn't
How he just gonna act like he ain't ever hit it?
How he just gonna act like he was never simping?
Had me on a leash, don't fuckin' act like you didn't
And if we're being honest, I really fuckin' miss him
Before I got on drugs, he was my addiction
He gave me a feeling I only get through these prescriptions
And I knew we ain't been talking, I just thought you was being distant
You said that you was done, I didn't know you really meant it
There's a whole lot of shit that I would've done different
Never believed in a god, nah, you were my religion
I see you when I sleep
Your ghost is everywhere, he's vicious
Man, fuck a bitch named love, this shit is stupid, it's malicious
I'm writing this song for you and you ain't even gonna listen
Shooting serotonin up while you with her, finna hit it
I ain't shit, but she ain't either, tell her pull up, don't bring no witness
(Yeah, tell that bitch "pull up")