Reaper's Pull

The illusion is useless
The pain in my heart it is ruthless
The longing for despair feels so right
I don't need your help I can ruin it
By myself, I don't need no body
By myself, I made this prison cell
By myself, I can ruin it
By myself, I'll keep my hounds in hell

Disillusion my sense of purpose
It will all be fine
I'm clinging to the thoughts that one day I won't waste my time

I need to find hope inside my fragile mind

Sins, the ones I carry deep inside of my skin
Like the reaper trying to pull me back in
But I know that I will feel it all again
I let the reaper pull me back in

I never wanted to feel like this
I've been lost I've been broken
Down by my own fist
I don't want to feel this violent
Because there's no peace in me
So just let me be

I keep myself in chains
Because I'm, I'm too afraid of the parts of me I'll never change
Don't give in to the pain
Terror erodes my mental state
Another state of mind left to decay Another state of mind that I know I'll never change

I never wanted to feel like this
I've been lost I've been broken
Down by my own fist
I don't want to feel this violent
Because there's no peace in me

I'm broken, I'm losing
I'm failing, I'm falling
I feel so obtuse
It's the only thing I have left
You can't take it thief
I'm not asking for nobody to save me
From me

I don't fucking need you to save me
Save me

I don't need your fucking help
Keep those hounds in fucking hell"