FANTASIES

The cigarette burns past your fingers
You told me I was your only friend
Like a child, it made me think I was in
The record skips and the feeling lingers
Everyone left days ago
Wash my face, it's time to perform
Just drink some more
Pass it over here, I'm dying
Sleep on the floor
No one thinks you're worth desiring
Your very core
Burns the silver in my lining
We'll drink some more
And wonder, when you'll be arriving
At least we had these fantasies
The cigarette burned past your fingers
Every bottle empty hours ago
Close my eyes to navigate the storm
The lies became to trustworthy
Every word a violent weight
Tell myself, it's only short term