Worst I've Ever Had (Love Me Now)

Been running on empty
Think I need some new parts
Was digging my heels in
But now I'm falling apart (falling apart)
Time pass me by
Like a ship at night
Now I'm left in cold waters
Running out of my mind
If I say I'm fine
Does it make me a liar?
Does it make me a fool?
For cutting myself in two

Wish I could love me how
I can love somebody else
Drown my heartbeat to the ground
How am I gonna love me now?
Wish I could see myself
How I feel for someone else
I'm just lost and never found
How am I gonna love me now?
How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?
How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?

I can be so cruel (so cruel, so cruel)
I can be so heartless
Sold myself a truth (a truth, a truth)
Wishing it was harmless
Always left to lose
But now I don't know what to do
I'm fighting fights in my mind
And I'm on the edge of fight or flight, yeah
Fall from grace or start to rise

Wish I could love me how
I can love somebody else
Drown my heartbeat to the ground
How am I gonna love me now?
Wish I could see myself
How I feel for someone else
I'm just lost and never found
How am I gonna love me now?
How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?
How am I gonna lo-lo-lo-lo-love me now?

Feels like a heart attack
I'm the worst I've ever had
The worst I've had
The worst I've had
Feels like I'm holding back
I'm the worst I've ever had
The worst I've had
The worst I've had

Wish I could love me how
I can love somebody else
Drown my heartbeat to the ground
How am I gonna love me now?
Wish I could see myself
How I feel for someone else
I'm just lost but never found
How am I gonna love me now?