Hopeless

It's been weeks since I felt good
It's time to get out of bed
Not feeling like I should
Sometimes I feel dead
I see my life wasted all away

Sometimes I feel like a failure
Or am I just fed up
Sometimes it just seems useless
Or am I that fucked up
I feel hopeless
I shut down

Wonder where the time has gone
What day is it this week
I wish that I could stop my head
The future, it looks bleak
I see my life, but that was yesterday

Sometimes I feel like a failure
Or am I just fed up
Sometimes it just seems useless
Or am I that fucked up
I feel hopeless
I shut down

Sometimes I feel like a failure
Or am I just fed up
Sometimes it just seems useless
Or am I that fucked up
I feel hopeless
I shut down

No, I'm not a failure
Maybe just fed up
I'll never give up hoping
I know thats just fucked up
I'm not hopeless
I'm not shut down
I'm not hopeless
I'm not shut down