I Lost My Mind in Atlanta

[Verse 1]

February winds killed all the flowers
Here you can take my heart to devour
There's not much left you didn't really leave much
So I'll slice my veins you could probably drink the blood
If it's not too tainted from the fungus and the mud
Clayface with the shapeshift, switch my soul for fun
But I did it too much now I can't find myself
Maybe I'm a savior who can't save himself
Or a broken man who doesn't wanna ask for help
A hopeless romantic who's living in Hell
Or all the above but so below when I fell
The dimming of the morning star evеrything is grey
Nimbostratus clouds fill the sky I'm okay cause
I don't feel as crazy oncе the rain comes down
Pitter-patter on the window how I love that pretty sound
Holding on to anything to keep me on the ground
Since my mind tends to wander when my soul feels bound
Tongue twisted by the words that I never said aloud
Climbing up the walls go insane in this madhouse
I love to throw stones when I'm living in a glass house
Throw one back bring this whole thing down
Rebuild it again and flood this little town
With haystack houses that are gone in the wind
All it takes is one puff then I'm back committing sins

[Verse 2]

I'm trying God I promise that I really am
Trying to stay away from all my vices I don't think I can
I love to smoke I love to drink I love to tell lies
Haven't been happy in some years so maybe that's why
Doesn't help that I see you with another man
Every time you talk about him it just drains my life span
I could treat you better than a thousand different men would
And maybe I'm just bitter but I like to think about the coulds
And the woulds and the ifs, wondering if I'm just wrong
Cause I think about your lips
And the only way I'll feel them is to take another hit
But it doesn't really matter in the end because I'm sick
Do the best I can with what I'm given that's the motto right
Is it wrong if I just wanna run away into the night
I don't wanna be here I'd rather be away
High up out my mind you would think I was in space
But I can't run away so I guess I'll have to stay
Break my teeth from biting bullets I guess that's the way
I hope I find my mind hidden in a different place
Cause the way it looks right now
I think I'll just decay