Things Don't Exist

In my fear
I fear we're seas apart in old worlds
We began in vibrant colors
But one of the things you said and I dread it:
That everything turns grey
This is where I stray

I, I want so badly to say that these things don't exist anymore
When that indigo creeps up on me I can't deny that I'm blue
And not like you

When I look into your eyes
At times it's within them I find a love I never knew
Still I'm bound to you
Something inside, so strong, won't settle in me
Somehow I'm not free

I want so badly to say that these things don't exist anymore
When that indigo creeps up on me I can't deny that I'm blue
And not like you

It's past mistakes... not hearts that break
Immoral laws, respect they take
And now, it still affects me too
If my worst enemy is me
Then tell me how to stay true
And not be blamed by you

I want so badly to say that these things don't exist anymore
When that indigo creeps up on me I can't deny that I'm blue
I want so badly to say that these things... anymore
When that indigo... I can't deny that I'm blue
That I'm blue
I'm blue