All Or Nothing

Uh, look at my life

I got some beef with family members that I never knew (I never knew)
I been stocking up on guns that I ain't get to shoot
Stuck between being thorough and a visionary
I always said it's paper over penitentuary
But niggas wanna see me gone and have my people worried
I can't let my mama open my obituary
When you think about it, what can I really do?
Friends lying, opps plotting, cops killing too
Even back in school days they ain't give us the truth
You still praise a white Jesus, you ain't get the proof
Sometimes I wanna slaughter niggas and go harder with it,
but teach my daughter different so she can be smarter with it
Have her on that college tip, I'm talking Harvard-driven
Independent so she don't need no nigga water whippin'
Look in the mirror saying "Broke is what I can't be"
Infatuated with success; sometimes I can't sleep
Fell in love with some hoes I shouldn'a been trusting
Laid down with some bitches I shouldn'a been fucking
Stayed down with my niggas, they need it, it's nothing
Playin' round with that pape' the end of discussion
Chasing revenue, just tryna find a better view
Shit my mama was a shooter, all I ever knew
Baby mama tripping saying what I'd better do,
I'm tryna get that driveway shaped like the letter U
Hoes sick cause they couldn't find a better move
Play with yo feelings they'll move how you let 'em move
I was blinded before, I den grinded before
Put my head in them beats, got my mind off them hoes
Now I'm solid as gold, they tryna tarnish the flow
Them real ones that made it out who I'm rhyming this for
Cartier buffy frames will make yo honey stay
Pulling so many blues out, my pockets money stained
So much bullshit in the hood, ion wanna stay
I'm tryna be up in the 'burbs somewhere tucked away
Niggas set you up for clout, tryna buzz for days
You work hard just to die because he want a name?
So much I can't even call, I just run the play
You either put yo feet down or you run away
Feel like I was senile when they was running game
So much I can see now since I run the game