Without You

Staring out my room at your brake lights
Tearing me in two and I ain't right
Counting down the days as they pass by
And every single one I'm a wreck
I can't do this shit without you swear to God that I try
I can't go to sleep without the thought of you by my side
Every time you leave it feels like Ima lose my damn mind
My mind
It's getting hard to say goodbye
And it gets harder every time
You fucking make me lose my mind
But it's never felt so right
It's getting hard to breathe without you
Every night I'm in my head
Trying not to think about you
But shit here we are again
It's getting hard to dream without you
And even harder to pretend
Cause every night I'm here without you
Feels like I'm not here again
Live in the illusion of my head
Try not to lose it inside it
Every night a new fucking nightmare
But then it started turning around
Lately you've been fucking with my head like a test day
Driving me insane but I mean it in the best way
I just want to tell you that it's real before it's too late
Too late
It's getting hard to say goodbye
And it gets harder every time
You fucking make me lose my mind
But it's never felt so right
It's getting hard to breathe without you
Every night I'm in my head
Trying not to think about you
But shit here we are again
It's getting hard to dream without you
And even harder to pretend
Cause every night I'm here without you
Feels like I'm not here again
It's getting hard to breathe without you
In my head
About you
But shit here we are again
But shit here we are again