Antithesis (feat. Anthony Ofenloch & Stolen Sun)

Ripping and tearing the sutures
Flooding your mind with my lies
Covered with chemical bruises
Bleeding my my veins of all life
Sink deeper in darkness
I want to kill my own mind
I'm taking the easy way out
Tortured by thoughts of a slaughter
Born just to blot out the sun
Letting my hate feed the cancer
Cold and dying alone
A life of gray and nothingness
Ritual
Bloodletting
Throw my body to the river
Save me from this life
Fuck you
I will not wear
The fucking scar
Of a world that I
Want to burn
Internal
Prison
Holds me in its claws again
Something's
Missing
Suffocating everything
Suffocating everything
This dark grey nothingness
I'm constantly in it's claws
When will I break free?
When will this life fucking end?
Forever a prisoner of my own mind
The claws sink deeper and deeper into my skin
Blood fills the room
It never fucking ends
All I see is red and all I want is death
Fuck
Death to the unfair world we never asked for
Death to your selfish gods
Gods of damnation must be
Flooding my mind with its lies
Covered with blood of the martyrs
When is it my turn to die?