Depression
Press play, first take
I been down before but today hit me in the worst way, I pray
That I'll find my way again, find out what it takes to win
First place, I may
Just slip back into depression you'd have thought I'd learn my lesson
I guess that's just an assumption guess I'm really learning nothing
Walking 'round with a happy smile, guess I'm just really good at bluffing
On my worst days nothing really going right
Gotta pick, my head up cause I
Know I'll be alright, know I'll be just fine but wait, how can I
Put the pieces back together when I threw 'em all away
And I piled up all the bags and watched the whole thing burn in flames
Don't need no one in my face to try and tell me how to live
Holding grudges with the tightest grip should let go and forgive
I don't wanna be alone, but can't take nobody with me
I got plenty people in my life that wanna see me winning
I just went and turned away and figured that I'd learn my lesson
I just wanna find a way to get out of my depression
I don't wanna be alone, but can't take nobody with me
I got plenty people in my life that wanna see me winning
I just went and turned away and figured that I'd learn my lesson
I just wanna find a way to get out of my depression
She the one that said I didn't feel at home
She the one that used me as a stepping stone
I hate the way I feel I'm always stuck at home
Don't nobody care to see what I been on
Yeah so now I guess I'll take it by the day, they stopped caring anyway
Don't care what them people say
Get out my way, get out my face, I need my space, I just need time to find my mind
To find my soul, to fill that hole, to plant that seed, to watch it grow
I'm tired of the pain and the liars, I'm tired of the ones who fuel the fire
And I'm tired of ones who making me their own obsession
Causing me to spiral 'round and fall back down in my depression
I don't wanna be alone, but can't take nobody with me
I got plenty people in my life that wanna see me winning
I just went and turned away and figured that I'd learn my lesson
I just wanna find a way to get out of my depression