The State of Not Moving On

It feels so wrong to let you go
When all that we were, is all that I know
No matter how I wish for things to change
I'll still hold on though it's never the same
I try to run away from you
But thinking back is all I can do
No matter how I try to forget
Can't get you out, get you out of my head
I'd say my prayers, but I don't know what to ask
I'd dry my tears looking at the past
I'll think of you even though it hurts
That's what love did to you
That's what love does to me
I take a look every now and then
At the letters you wrote in colored paper and pen
No matter how I try to erase
Just like ink, you're ingrained
I'd say my prayers, but I don't know what to ask
I'd dry my tears looking at the past
I'll think of you even though it hurts
That's what love did to you
That's what love does to me
I'd say goodbye but it kills me inside
I'd walk away but you're always in sight
I'll love you still even though you're gone
I'm in the state of not moving on
I'm in the state of not moving on
From you