Depressed Today

[Intro]
I must devour

[Verse]
It's hard for me to explain what my mind is like
Blowin’ out my fuckin' brains, how I feel tonight
It's written on my face, the taste of something slight
People rap ’bout this a lot, but this ain't for the hype
I'm talkin' suicidal thoughts when I rest tonight
This depression on my neck, tell me why I wanna die
Cryin' don't help neither
I hide all my tears back so I can please ya
Feelin' like I don't deserve to live
Keepin’ me anchored is my only kid
I bet you people thinking "What a coward he is"
You say it with ya chest ’cause ya not that big
It's not about y’all niggas in the first place (Yeah)
Anti-World, but in my head is the worst place (Yeah)
Leave a note to the feds, so I get saved in the first 48
Hours I think about gettin' away
Jumpin' off Moe's roof or take a nap in the bay
Hang myself on the side of the building, give you a display
God, please strike me down with the mightiest ray

[Chorus]
I am depressed today, I am depressed today
I am depressed today, I am depressed today