Its hard 2 breath when I think of you

I jus be stuck in my head got patience in one hand but ain't got shit in the other
Tryna recover from the misdeeds that you've done to me but im stuck on your love and i dont know how to get thru
Oh the time's savin me
And i'm still waitin patiently
Waitin for angels to hear my cries
One more night and one be here alone
You tell me, you love me but i see right thru
I feel, stupid, what do i see in u
The tears that i saved they're comin down like rain
All those words you said to me
Seem like lies in retrospect
And i can't believe you'd leave
Breakups hurt worse than a punch to the face that's why i stayed with you
And honestly, as long as you were mine then i could take the abuse

Oh baby, i hope you try to save me cause i'm stuck inside my mind and it feels like im in a maze
If time of the essence, then why the fuck we wasttin it
I hope you do that shit again, cause i know im not takin it
I fell for you for a time now
I saw you rip my heart out
Breakin down these barriers im tryna get to you
But you built that shit up so high, i dont got a fuckin clue
And yea okay for a short while i found somebody new
But that doesn't mean i didn't spend every wakin second wishin it was still you
And you can't blame me i waited almost a year
And then you come back and you're ready, finally what i wanna hear
(fuckin finally)
I guess the pasture's always greener