The Uprooted

Every wounds you left on my skin Every emptiness you drink up instead Every walls you crash Every doorknobs you break Every time you forget your pills Every curse every suicide threats Every scream every nightmare Every pain Every paranoia every meltdown You my dearest enemy's gone away My unforgiven wish I can't hold back I wish I had fired a gun At your sickening face And burn our place And leave to where nobody finds me The burden's mine and you're free No repent for my craving I know I was the one who broke myself My soul my sin No one to blame No one to carry me on How could I blame you? I don't have the guts to confront How could I belong to What I have to say about you? You never taught me how to root down And I never learned to let go When you made decisions Have you thought about me? I remember the silence at a night I found out you are a dead man I saw you on a floor with a face That I never see of you A face with a glimpse of an angel With no single words left But you should have told me If you loved me I don't love you but I got to know I mean to you Hatred strayed out It's drowning in ocean Of bottomless cavity And killed the sanity instead Bring down emotions And fling down your mercy Just shoot him in his heart He's dead anyway