What I've Become

Everything goes numb, paralyzing dreams, unsustainably filled with harsh realities
The worst scenario constantly repeats
Excessive nonsense regurgitated as I speak
Not a moment you don't think
You've made me what I've become
You scream inside of me uncertain and uneasy
You make my heart beat too fast for my lungs
Anxiety, you're just killing me
My train of thought has run off the tracks again
Conclusions,
I've jumped to all of them
The past is present, always on repeat, unsustainably filled with harsh realities
Not a moment you don't think
You've made me what I've become
You scream inside of me uncertain and uneasy
You make my heart beat too fast for my lungs
Anxiety, you're just killing me
And when I try to sleep you fuck with my head
Anxiety, you'll be the death of me
Not a moment you don't think
You've made me what I've become
You scream inside of me uncertain and uneasy
You make my heart beat too fast for my lungs
Anxiety, you're just killing me