November Rain

I still choke a little
Every time your name comes up
Hold my tears
Once they fall oh
Cause I can’t make em stop
I put pressure on my wrist
Cause my arms cant stop shaking
It’s been a decade since u left
Still you be reappearing

In my dreams
In my sleep
In my lyrics
I’m afraid
To put them out
Cause it feels
I’m closing up your chapter
but I’m not
Not prepared
To let you go
Too much stories left untold
So I keep you in my
Yellow note book in this cardboard box
In the attic of my parents house
To stop myself from thinking about you too much
To stop myself from thinking what I could’ve done

But every time
November rain got me thinking bout you
You slipped away
And you left me too soon
Rain and tears
Soak my black suit and boots
It’s been a minute
But i still feel the blues

November rain got me thinking bout you
Took you away
And you left us too soon
Rain and tears
Soak my black suit and boots
Do anything
To take that one look at you

Tell myself a hundred times
There’s nothing to be done
Helped auntie settle down
Before you end your run
Pray you left without the pain
You’re up there and you’re okay
I'm so sorry
Wasn’t there by your side

When you
Closed your eyes
Hate myself
For not saying goodbye
And it haunts me in my dreams
Every other night
I know that if you’re here today
With a smile upon your face
You’ll say son its all okay

But it’s not okay
Christmas don’t feel the same
I hate that empty chair on grannies table
When it’s still your place
Times could pass
But some things never change
Too much I wanna say
Guess I’ll start this shit off
With how was your day
Cause these words they’re boulders
On my shoulder blades
You loved me so
Yet I didn’t say the same
Now every time in November
When it starts pouring rain
Your voice begins to echo
Echo through my brain

November rain got me thinking bout you
You slipped away
And you left me too soon
Rain and tears
Soak my black suit and boots
It’s been a minute
But I still feel the blues

November rain got me thinking bout you
Took you away
And you left us too soon
Rain and tears
Soak my black suit and boots
Do anything
To take that one look at you

Another year
Another month
Would be more than enough
Another day
Another hour
Maybe to catch things up
Turn back the clock
Let you know I loved you just as much
Maybe these tears will finally fucking start to stop

November rain got me thinking bout you
You slipped away
And you left me too soon
Rain and tears
Soak my black suit and boots
It’s been a minute
But I still feel the blues

November rain got me thinking bout you
Took you away
And you left us too soon
Rain and tears
Soak my black suit and boots
Do anything
To take that one look at you

To take that one look at you
To take that one look at you